Tuesday, February 2, 2010

a glimps at the year to come.

"School is getting hard.
I want to stay home.
I'm Tired.
I'm Smart."

So... I Haven't Been blogging lately.
I guess that just shows how busy I have been.
So sorry if I can't keep up to it.
I will from now on blog when necessary.

So school has been.... well.... school-ish.
Just harder than usual.
It's not the work in class, It's the homework.
Stupid Homework!

So basically today in Maths i was doing Maths B work. I feel pretty accomplished.
I Love Trig.

Me and Chelsea Tie Died this afternoon.
Successful.

I'm feeling pretty lost at the moment. I just want to find a safe place to belong. I want to find my way back home but I feel like I have to jump over all these hurdles just to get to the Emerald city.
It's not that I'm unhappy with my Friends or my Family.
It's not that I'm unhappy with my life and where I am on my journey.
It's just a feeling I have. I feel confused. I feel incomplete. I feel abandoned.
But I'm not.
It's not depression. It's just something.
I mean like I'm happy. I'm just.... something else.
I just want to find my Emerald City.

Better get back to more homework.
Megan Jane Thomas


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