Wednesday, September 29, 2010

fall in limbo love


Every limbo boy and girl
All around the limbo world
Gonna do the limbo rock
All around the limbo clock
Jack be limbo, Jack be quick
Jack go unda limbo stick
All around the limbo clock
Hey, let's do the limbo rock

First you spread your limbo feet
Then you move to limbo beat
Limbo ankolimboneee,
Bend back like a limbo tree
Jack be limbo, Jack be quick
Jack go unda limbo stick
All around the limbo clock
Hey, let's do the limbo rock

Get yourself a limbo girl
Give that chic a limbo whirl
There's a limbo moon above
You will fall in limbo love
Jack be limbo, Jack be quick
Jack go unda limbo stick
All around the limbo clock
Hey, let's do the limbo rock

Monday, September 27, 2010

simplicity




Sometimes the simplest things mean the most.

You don't have to wait for a special day
to show the people around you that you love them.
I suggest you, today, take a piece of paper,
write a little something, to someone from your family,
to a friend, or anyone else that you appreciate
and show them that you care about them.

Spread the love!

Friday, September 24, 2010

MJB

Matthew James Broadbent, is a good friend of mine

and he just said 8 really nice things about me :)


Your smile is great
your hair <3
personality
how caring you are
how cute ya are
your eyes.
how you stay up ridiculous hours with me and we just talk about.. anything
you in general? your a great friend, and I'm too lucky to have you

He's a good kid

xox

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Day Ten

One confession.

1 - I can often be extremely self conscious, insecure, and feel on the outer during most situations.

That's my confession, That's how I feel, and I'm hoping to change.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

i went shopping today :)


Day Nine

Two smileys that describe your life right now.








Both are completely different and opposed. But that's how it is at the moment. At times I'm really confused and unable to comprehend whats going on.
But other times I'm completely ecstatic and filled with total utter bliss.

I prefer the ecstatic feeling.

NYC


"Concrete Jungle where deams are made of."

Monday, September 20, 2010

it's spring, be free


rain, rain, go away







Day Eight.

Three turn ons.

1 - A good sense of humor and ability to converse

2 - Really good hugs

3 - Guitar's and Ties


I could go on for so much longer, but these are the things that top my list :)

JB&MW

It's about time.

and its makes me speechlessly happy.

Olive Yous

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Day Seven

Four turn offs.

1 - Bad BO all the time

2 - Rudeness

3 - Rattyness

4 - Bogan voice

the roar of lions




The roar of the crowd fills my ears ~ like the roar of lions, the roar of a river you know you may plunge into and never escape, the roar of a gun as it sends bullets shrieking through the air. Blood leaps into my veins as I wait in the wings and look out at the audience. Far into the distance, faces are turned towards the stage, and beyond them i can see the hills.

I step onto the stage and my legs begin to shake as excitement fills me. I can see faces smiling and hands waving in expectation. The crowd is waiting. Fear explodes inside me and my chest tightens just as it always does when my feelings run too strong. I feel sure I will not be able to sing a single note. My breath is dying inside me as I stare ahead.

But suddenly time stands still. The lights, the noise, the colours, bleed into nothing and the faces melt away. I am a child again.

whereismyhead?


Day Six

Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

- My Mum

- My Dad

- *Jennida Byrnes, Charlotte, Tayla, Tiana

- Des Mann

- *All Others I encounter




*Grouping certain people makes it easier

i'mbetter


Friday, September 17, 2010

At times like these, all I do is blog.


What's going on?
Why are things changing?
What the hell is happening? I feel so different... but like, as if I'm seen differently. I haven't changed, so other must of. Arrgh, I just can't care at the moment.
Last week, We were both Happy and so happy that the other one was Happy. But now I'm not as happy, But you still are. And I feel as if you too happy to care that I'm not.
Like... I feel as if you don't care as to why I'm not happy because your too busy being happy, and making yourself happy.
It's weird. This feeling will probably pass In a day or so.
Life is weird at the moment.

Day Five

Six things you wish you’d never done.

1 - Been a Minga

2 - Hung out with Mingas

aaaarrrrgggghhh - this is really hard, because I don't regret anything in my life, because it has all shaped who I am today and I'm happy with myself.
Past experiences make our personality, so there is nothing I wish never happened.
I happy with my past. There is nothing I would take back.

i'm okay for now

After tonights ... doings. I feel better.

I have decided that i'm only 16... I need to stop worrying and being sad, and face the fact that i'm 16!! I'm a teenager I need to enjoy my life etc.

I'm going to be very happy these holidays, and go into next term very brightly. In 2 and a half weeks we will know the school captains for next year. It's exciting. Fingers Crossed.

I don't really know what to write. But it's holidays and I just want to be...

I'm not going to worry about fellow matters and just be happy.
Things will thin out and into place, and I will just take everything as it comes.

I shall be happy :)

not looking good.


I'm beginning to not care again.
I have recently (the last few days) become very indecisive.
The last time I was like this was when I was very sad.
So I really don't want to become like that again.
I shouldn't feel this way again, nothing significant has happened that would trigger it.
But I guess I have recently become very confused with things.
I say "Oh well, we will just see what happens"... but this just makes me ponder.
And I often get lost in my own thoughts - although I'm not thinking of anything, I'm just staring, at nothing.
I'm scared.
I don't want to be like that again. I was just beginning to be happy again, all the time.
I have done really well in school this term - A- in Maths, Drama. A In English and FTV. B in Home ec. Which makes me feel really good.
But I don't feel as happy as I think I should.
Something is holding me back from being ecstatic.
I'm not going to become a Depressive Teenager. Not again.
I won't let myself be like that again.
I'm going to live my life.
Not 2nd Guess.
Take risks.
Be whoever the hell I want.
And Do what I please.
I will still retain my Mature nature, I will continue to be responsible. But I'm going to become more free.
I owe myself that don't I?
Lets hope things brighten up...

Thursday, September 16, 2010

What is this?


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Day Four

Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1 - School

2 - Life

3 - Love

4 - The Future

5 - My Friends

6 - My Family

7 - Des

Day Three

Eight ways to win your heart.

Ahh this is easy :)

1 - Smell Good

2 - Be Tall

3 - Be funny

4 - Play Guitar

5 - Wear a tie

6 - Be confident

7 - Be nice and easy going

8 - Care for me

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Day Two

Nine things about yourself.

1. You are intelligent.

2. You are pretty

3. You have Beautiful Hair

4. You are not fat

5. You are wanted

6. You are loved

7. You are appreciated

8. You are happy

9. You will affect somebody some day

Never Fear


Don't worry, my Light Bulb is fixed.
I CAN SEE AGAIN!!

Positive

Okay so... In Home Ec today we had to tick the emotions we had experienced in the last few days.

I had no negative ones.... except for Worry (but that's cause of school)

I left this lesson being extremely please with my life.

This is so great :)

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Day One

Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Jennie - You are quite an extremely dear friend of mine, I highly enjoy most things about you. I really do adore you Jennida

Tayla - Your Cool. :D

Tiana - Your really happy, which makes me happy :)

Aimee - I'm worried about you, and i want you to get out of whatever your going through.

Charlotte - I for some reason have an urge to lend you like two thousand dollars. Weird huh?

Lilly - I wish you and Bubbles would date

Bubbles - I wish you and Lilly would date

Matt - I wish you and Jennie would date :P

Ant Man - I love that you read all my blogs :)

Dillon - You have become a good friend of mine lately, and this has completely boosted my mood. Stick around <3

so the days go on

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

Monday, September 13, 2010

No-one suspects the Butterfly.


A true statement made by my dear friend above.
You are a wise and knowledgeable character.

But, I like the butterflies. They have recently become my friends, We have spent a lot of time together. Quite nice though :)

two hundredth post

Screw it!
I can't not blog any longer.


Nothing worth the privilege of blogging has happened, so I shall just blog in general.



I have been having great days and such. School work has only been taking me like an hour max to complete whole assignments. Life is just brilliant at the moment.

I'm completely not stressed about school at all, I feel like I have finally adapted to what is expected of me. And it's such a great feeling.

I have been extremely happy. Just, like, in general.

I wake up in the morning and just have a feeling that it's going to be a great day. And it's a great change to how i was feeling merely months ago.

Life has certainly brightened up, and many people have contributed to the mood change, but I will not bother to mention them, I'm just super stoked that things are brightening up.

I may repeat myself in this blog, but i just want to get my feeling across. My feeling of absolute bliss and contentmenship (if that's even a word)

I'm just completely at peace with the world, everything just goes great.

I just feel... on top of the world. Like nothing can bring me down. I'm indestructible.

These feelings have been long awaited :)

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

simply a love story

One upon a time, there was a nice handsome boy.
There was once also a girl. She was beautiful with long, brown hair.
Now, this boy was in love with this girl.
Little did he know that this girl loved this boy also.

me likey






love songs sing the word i'll never say

You've been making me really happy lately.

Please continue to do so.

I think I'm in like.


DRW ♥

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

i want i want i want

I want to build a career from something I love, alongside someone I love.

I want to find the man of my dreams, and breed little dreams with him, and live in my dream house.

I want to live the life I have always dreamed of. Doing what I love, with who I love.

I want a lot of things, but the main things are to be- happy and loved.

If I can find the perfect balance of both, by life will be set.

I want to be happy with what I do everyday, whether it's act, write or teach. I want to be happy.

I want to be loved, by my friends, family, children, partner. I feel that if I am happy, and everyone around me is happy, then my life will be perfect.

As long as I have those two things in my life I will be completely satisfied. As long as I have a family, that love and support me. I'm fine.

I feel that writing this blog will help me realise the big picture. To plant my feet back on the ground. Because sometimes I get caught up with everything, school, love, life, I just need to step back, and chiillll. I don't need to be a straight A student to succeed - it might make things easier but I can still live with an "uneducated" job. I don't need someone - it might be nice, but i can still live without a boyfriend. I'd like one, but I'm not going to die.

i want i want i want

Monday, September 6, 2010

How Charming..


Sorry to break it to you ladies, but Prince Charming does not exist.
That's only for movies and Fairy Tales.

No matter how hard you look, you just wont find him, you may find someone close, but I can assure you he is not the real deal.

Boys are confusing.
They say one thing and mean something completely different.

But I'm willing to stick it out and see how it ends, to find what he really means. To have my shot at being Cinderella and discovering my Prince Charming.


Wish Me Luck.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Scott Free


attraction is not a choice
it just is
Have you ever been in love?
It feels good doesn't it?

Falling in love is the easiest thing your ever going to do
It's the most exciting thing
The most powerful thing

That's why falling out of love hurts like hell
But falling in love, there's nothing better
It's the best of everything

Friday, September 3, 2010

:)

I don't know what to say, but Olive You

I do I do
Olive You


September 2nd ♥

I know that its not the 2nd today.... but man, that was a great day.

Definitely one to remember for my novel.

I just felt so special, accepted, wanted and beautiful.

It was a really great day and if the rest of the year is half as good as this one was, i will have nothing to ever complain about.


DRW ♥

Thursday, September 2, 2010

man, i need to blog this shit

Right now I think I'm in the best mood I have been in for a while

You know how sometimes... like everything just brightens up all at once and your just completely blissful

When life is just perfect and can't get any better.

Well that has just happened for me

I finished an assignment in about 1 hour, then something great happened.

Loving my life right now

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I will send all my loving home to you.

you havnt been around recently.

this makes me sad.

:(