I feel like talking.

"I feel like talking.

Talking to someone.

Someone who'll listen.

Listen to me."

So, I'm kind of eager for someone to come online. I want to get things straight with him. I want to know how he feels about things. Yes, I know I said I don't like him. So why is this mattering so much? I don't know! I thought i didn't like him, but then he goes and says all this sweet stuff that makes me second guess my decision. At one point I was talking myself into liking him. Now, I'm talking myself into not liking him.

And then there is this other fellow who i seem to like.

It's complicated.

I don't know what to do.

Oh, God, Please give me a sign.

hmm.. If only life was that easy.

That maybe perhaps one of them would just make the first move. I think I would be happy with either one.

Maybe...

Okay now that I'm saying these things I realise how much i hate myself right now.

If you direct your eyes to my first blog. my new years resolution blog. You will see that this is exactly what I didn't want to do at all this year.

FML.

Well, I'm going to go wallow in my own self pity.

Megan Jane Thomas

P.S. Today I watched true blood all day. I have one episode left. It will reveal the killer. I'm stoked.