The time is now.

" There comes a time in your life,

when you realise who really matters.

I now have."

I loved our little sleepover.

I do regret one thing though. I would prefer to not voice my complaint.

So, Jennie slept over last night. I'm going to the coast today and staying for a few nights (as you know). It will be quite fun.

I also have this friend. Who I used to like. I did so for 9 months. He knew I liked him, But kept telling me to wait. Then I didn't talk to him for like a month. So I stopped liking him. Then we spoke again like a month ago. He said he missed me. So now I'm speaking to this guy, who took up most of my year, who now says he misses me, and that talking to me makes his life good. Has he finally made me stop waiting? Just when I don't like him anymore?

I liked the idea of him, more than I actually liked him.

we have also never spoken in person

Should I maybe consider him again? Now that it seems he has come to his senses?

I know that writing this in my blog goes against everything I have planned for this year.

But not everything always goes to plan.

I mean, he has taken up so much of my life for the past 9 months or so. Is all that worth throwing away?

I'll have to sleep on it for a few night more. Then talk to him. It won't feel weird talking about this kind of stuff with him. As I will not see him so much this year. Though, for some reason, I feel quite devastated about that. Is this a sign?

What are your thoughts?

It's weird because I'm usually the person most people come to to get advice about these sorts of things. But who does the advisory have to get advice from?

Well, that's about it from me now.

Megan Jane Thomas

P.S. Happy Birthday Jake!