:D

I love Alicia Jane Gibson

I love her thoughts and the feelings she has

<3

Ant Man's Blog

Ant Man is a cool guy

He's not like other guys.... He blogs

He read every one of my posts, so I think I should repay him for that

I have read everyone of his posts. And the first one he wrote had emotion. No many guys like to show their emotions, that's why Ant is the man.

Continue Blogging my friend... I'll continue to read every one :)

can't sleep

So I told a friend a secret... of who I'm keen on.
This was their response: -

"if what I'm hearing is correct, i believe he likes you too.
anyway, have fun pondering ;D
bye! "

I'm super happy and super scared

Don't know whether to believe them or not

I'm eager to know if its true or not :S

Raven

OCD

11:11

Have I ever told you that you're my wish?

Well you are

Do you think that if you actually wish hard enough, that the thing you wish for every time might just come true?

Or is that impopsical?

Sometimes I like to think my wish will come true, just so I can have something to dream for.

Everybody needs a little bit of hope, well mine is 11:11, you will eventually be wishing for me too.

i don't know what to say

am I the one of your dreams? cause you're mine

Come Along

Just go, fly, as far as you can, for as long as you can, as high as you can, just go.

Fly like a bird, an Eagle, a Raven.

Just fly where there are no boundaries.

You can be free. Free to feel the wind amongst your feathers.

To just soak everything up, and see things from a different perspective.

Come and join me up here. It's so much nicer, to go where the trees don't reach.

Up with the clouds and planes.

It's nice up here. Won't you join me...

9 PM

So there just comes a time were everything just clicks, it's the turning point in your life, and you just belong.

You kind of just am.

Like, it's hard to believe, but everything just gets a lot brighter.

And you just wish that moments like these would last forever, because you are completely and utterly satisfied with yourself.

And this is when i would usually have a but.

But not today.

I have an indescribable feeling.

I'm a more timid, reserved version of ecstatic. I kind of just am.

I now feel a place, I am who I have always wanted to be.

I am finally going to get what I want.

Who I want

I'm just in the state of mind where i am completely indestructible.

I can do whatever the hell I wont, and nothing is ever going to stop me.

I've become an Idol for myself, I just think;

"If I could live everyday half as well as I did this week - I would be the next Jesus."

I kind of just have this feeling of acceptance, happiness.

I am what I am

And what I am - is accepted

^^

♥

Matthew James Broadbent
I truly love you.
You make me pleased.
You're my best friend.
xox

pumped for summer

why do I see you?

Confidence Boost.

Its amazing how one little change can make you feel so so different.
So I haven't had a hair cut or anything, but i have recently been wearing it out.
People seem to be responding to it pretty brilliantly.

People say I look like a different person, and they are genuinely complimenting me.
I just have a feeling of total bliss.
I am in such a good mood.
I'm totally ecstatic.

Too bad it wont be like this for much longer
I desperately need a ghd, basically for my mental well being.

Maybe I'll go halfsies with mum :)

utter bliss.

I've become overwhelmed with a feeling of happiness, of bliss, of being.
Nothing significant has happened to make me feel this way.
I just do.
I just am.

I have recently decided to just stop worrying.
Worrying about boys, about my looks, about my weight.
I have decided to just live my life to the best of my ability.
Because the truth is that when you stop looking for something, it finds you.
I have witnessed this recently with a dear friend of mine.

She decided to not date until after school, she stopped worrying about boys. Then BAM she is now pretty much in a relationship.

I want that, but I'm not going to devote myself to getting it.

I went to a wedding yesterday and I think just spending that time with my family, with my loved ones. really made me appreciate them more. I do truly love them.


I don;t exactly know how to describe it, but i just have a feeling that everything is going to be okay.
I finished an assignment in about 2 hours which made me really pleased. I just have the feeling that everything is about to get a lot brighter. I'm going to enjoy my life, and dedicate (a portion of) myself to my studies.

I'm focusing on setting up my life, thinking of my future, my children, my husband. I want to be able to support them through anything, mentally and financially.

I have been heavily complimented this weekend, by close family, extended family and strangers.
Apparently Rockhampton, and I quote, "Loves Red Heads".


I feel happy with myself.
I have realised that things so be so much worse off.
I have a great life.
I'm not ugly, and it wouldn't matter anyway.
I'm totally accepting of myself, and I think that now it's time for me to become a better person.

I guess its the perfect time to use this saying.

- You cannot allow someone to love you;

without first loving yourself.

♥

falling stars.

make a wish and place it in your heart
anything you want, everything you want
do you have it?
good
now believe it can come true
you never know where the next miracle is gonna come from
the next smile
the next wish come true
but if you believe that its right around to corner
and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it
to the certainty of it
you just might get the thing your wishing for
the world is full of magic
you just have to believe in it
so make your wish
do you have it?
good
no believe in it
with all your heart

Rocky.

Went to my cousin Beau's wedding last night.
Had a real ball :)

The Future.

Inspired by an unkindness of ravens.

That shall be the title of the book that I will eventually write, publish and be the best selling author of.

I have been inspired by One Tree Hill, surprise surprise.

One of the Characters, Lucus Scott, wrote a book, titled "an unkindness of ravens", it talks about his life basically. And I would love to write about my life.

Though his dad is in Jail because he shot his uncle, and he has love interests and drama.

I have nothing this interesting in my life, though Finishing a book would be such an accomplishment, my life would be fulfilled.

Every Second chapter would be one dedicated to each of my friends, then each in between would be basically what i like to refer to as a "deep" blog. I just want something to look back to when I'm 30, 40, 70 or 80 and remember what i used to be and what i used to have.

I want to achieve my very best, and writing is something I love.

Toowoomba.

Went to Toowomba on the weekend for Volleyball.
We lost every game.
Every game for Des.
We could only manage to win 1 set for him.
We couldn't make him proud.
We should have won more.
Next time we will make him proud.

Rest In Peace; Des Mann