9 PM

So there just comes a time were everything just clicks, it's the turning point in your life, and you just belong.

You kind of just am.

Like, it's hard to believe, but everything just gets a lot brighter.

And you just wish that moments like these would last forever, because you are completely and utterly satisfied with yourself.

And this is when i would usually have a but.

But not today.

I have an indescribable feeling.

I'm a more timid, reserved version of ecstatic. I kind of just am.

I now feel a place, I am who I have always wanted to be.

I am finally going to get what I want.

Who I want

I'm just in the state of mind where i am completely indestructible.

I can do whatever the hell I wont, and nothing is ever going to stop me.

I've become an Idol for myself, I just think;

"If I could live everyday half as well as I did this week - I would be the next Jesus."

I kind of just have this feeling of acceptance, happiness.

I am what I am

And what I am - is accepted