Day 8.

A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.


The last time i felt the most satisfied was a little over a month ago.
I wrote a blog about it.
It was when everything just seemed to be perfect, everything was going according to plan, and more.

Everything just seemed to slip into place, and i couldn't imagine a better emotion. The the Holidays came and things started to change. Those feeling now feel so distant. I can't even remember what it felt like to just be that happy.
Everything was perfect.


But things are better now than the time between then and now..... (that sentence didn't really make much sense) I'm basically not feeling as bad about life as I was.
I'm still a grumpy moody teenager. But I'm a little happier.

I miss that time. When I was just completely and utterly satisfied with my life.
I felt indestructible. This I just suddenly didn't anymore.

but recently, becoming better friends with Hekla and Xanthe has rekindled some of those emotions. I see the bigger picture once again.
I'm not going to be able to see these people everyday for much longer. I'm going to miss them. Like I miss Des.

I understand that they may not be dying, I will still see them, but it won't be the same. Nothing will ever be the same again.