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"Tayla, I'm Sorry"

I have decided that I don't like the bitchy woman I am becoming.

I have noticed recently that I have been saying mean things and not being as nice to dear friends as I could be.

And I regret everything I say. It's not just to Tayla, I have noticed these expressions to many people.

So right now I am asking you to help be.

Be cruel and tell me when I'm out of line etc.

I want to change who I am and I Believe you are the person to help me do so.

Because of your ability to not care what people think, and your expressions of opinion.

Which I do usually admire.

I guess what recently happened was it just took me by surprise.

That's the one down fall of the Internet - sarcastic, bitchy, enthused, happy tones are not portrayed.

This often leads to disappointments and misunderstandings.

I liked how we were during the holidays. I was really enjoying your company and I was somewhat addicted to the feeling.

I want it to be how we were before.

I know that since this incident occurred We have not really spoken to each other - because we have not been around each other, not as a result of the situation.

And I just hope when I do see you next there are no sour notes, No harsh feelings, No bitchiness.

When I say I Love You, I do truly mean it.
You are a very dear friend of mine.

I value you enormously.

I would dearly miss you if you were out of my like.

And I have been thinking about this all day.

I don't want to dwell on it any longer.

So with my final words I will say the two most fitting to the blog.

I'm Sorry.

Megan Jane Thomas