don't take offence to this.

"You know when someone says,

"no offence",

you automatically take offence to it.

So, Don't take this offensively."

It's interesting the way that works.

So right now I will quote something that a dear friend has said many, Many times before.

"It helps if you write you feelings and thought down, It makes you feel better"

This is exactly what I did in my last blog session.

I was feeling Unenthusiastic about school, so I felt like I needed to re inspire myself. which is exactly what I did (by looking forward to FTV)

And come to think of it, also by realising that I'm usually successful in all my subjects, i have never failed a subject, test, assignments or essay before.

Call me selfish, but it's true. and I'm proud of that.

So by me writing these words I have changed the way I think. Which is a very good thing.

I agree with you on your views of change.

Therefore, by me writing this, I have changed my views on school which is what I was hoping to achieve.

There have been many blogs that a friend of mine has written that are to inspire themselves, and not necessarily to have an impact on others.

Why can't mine be like that?

Why did you have to think I was directing this to the people of the Internet community.

I was planning to go back and read that blog when I was feeling bored with school, to redirect my path.

That may be why you thought I was speaking to you, but I wasn't. Simply writing to myself.

You may be wondering well then why did you post it on your blog if you didn't want people to respond. Well I posted it as an addition to my collection, so one day I can look back and remember the exact mind frame i have been in over the past 4 months.

This was not intended for you.

I did not mean for the blog to offend anyone.

My mother dropped out of school also in year 10, in the 80's.

That was what people did back then, they dropped out if they weren't going to be a Doctor or a lawyer.

I'm not saying people who drop out are unsuccessful. In fact they may be more successful then myself.

But these are just things I don't want to do.

So if I'm ever feeling how I was again I can remember this blog and rethink my actions.

Now Tayla, This blog is of course not directed at you. "I Love you".

Don't take offence.....

Megan Jane Thomas